I am not an historian, so I have no analysis
I am not a theologian, so I have no prediction
I am not a contemplative, so I have no awe-inspired prayer
I am just a woman, a mother, a convert, a wife, a member of this Holy Church
and I am sad
but not hopeless.
As when one goes to a funeral of a holy person (not that I assume you are dying or even near)
and is full of loneliness but also joy
of memories
of words
of images
and the knowledge of so many great moments, thoughts, actions that we will never know,
but know are there
(they are secret in hearts all around the world. and yours.)
we have hope.
You, Holy Father, are a gift
not measured in minutes or hours or titles or publications
but measured by love, by faithfulness, by humility and service.
A high and mighty scholar, once called the bulldog of the Church
became like a lamb for us, a lamb to lead us as our shepherd.
and history will not remember the number of days
your worth is not measured in time
but in love
and our cups runneth over.
I know you read Bad Catholic’s post today. Can I tell you something? It was very thoughtful, but I like yours even more :-)
wow, thanks Kinsi!
Hi Lauren,
I spotted your blog through a twitter post from @CatholicWebGirl . It’s a terrific summation of what seems to be the most appropriate sentiment in reaction to the Pope’s announcement. I find myself getting annoyed with the monster that is professional sports and sports talk radio. I’m certainly not putting those activities on par with today’s announcement, just the compulsion by so many to speculate on nearly every aspect of it. Granted, this was a rare historical event, but my first reaction was simple: Wouldn’t it be appropriate (and sufficient) to offer a prayer for the Pope’s well-being?
Enjoyed your post. Great looking blog too – keep writing!
-Steven
Thanks for stopping by Steven. Yes, I’d like to let him have his last few weeks… I need to say goodbye before I can begin to contemplate his successor. I know I will love the new Pope, but right now, I want to love THIS Pope. I’m so glad you understand! :)